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Sat, 18 May 2013 01:28:48 +0200

【腐有り】ろぐ | こな [pixiv]

@Hikari @Koushirou

Thu, 02 May 2013 21:38:00 +0200

crestoflightkarikamiya:

“I can help you if you need something, don’t try to hide your feelings okay?”

These words have taken a few seconds to her to totally understand them. Feelings? What were feelings, already? What did she even feel, now? She needed help. Yes, she absolutely did. Hikari looked at Koushirou, nodded but actually said nothing. She finished preparing her beverage and drank a little bit. And then she waited. She waited until a random word brought up.

“I… have been pretty lonely these last days”.

And if only she hadn’t talked. What does this even mean? She could think about what she was going to say, at least. But too late. She drank another mouthful, like she wanted to hide herself… behind a cup.

He just looked at her without muttering a word. He was waiting for her to let out all those things that were bothering her from the inside, taking her smile away from her. Keeping his eyes locked in hers, he slowly took a sip of his tea, biting his lip when she finally broke that silence, as he blinked, listening to her words.

Lonely? that was actually something he was used to feel, even if he had dates or just randomly went out to have fun, it was still a lonely feeling, but his mind was busy sometimes. He left his cup on the table, still blinking at the surprise, letting an awkward laugh to pass through his lips “Lonely you said…” he looked away, trying to find the right words for that “it’s okay… I feel the same way most of the time” he finally said “but I tend to hide myself on the computer though” laughed a bit more “Let’s cure your loneliness then. Let’s go outside!”

“You really—…?” Hikari didn’t get why. He’s such a cheerful guy, with great friends, why would he feel alone? She couldn’t finish her sentences as he cut her without even realizing it.

“Let’s cure your loneliness then. Let’s go outside!”

She nodded. It was a great idea; she really needed to hang out and just change her ideas. She put a jacket and her shoes on and then took her keys. “Let’s go”, she said as she opened the door.

@Hikari, @Yamato

Tue, 26 Mar 2013 19:56:06 +0100

bearer-of-friendship:

crestoflightkarikamiya:

Hikari knew it. She knew it seriously. They haven’t seen each other for a long, long time. Okay, maybe not too much, but long enough to cheat on her, or to forget her for a while a least. And she had all the possible clues to guess it by her self. Does anyone know a rock star who doesn’t bump with some fans? She didn’t think so. Also, nothing tells her that he cheated on her with a fan. She absolutely couldn’t know.

Even so, she was chocked. She could have perfectly known it since he’s been totally absent, but an enormous pain attacked her hard. But she tried not to show it. Her face’s complexion still was passive, like she never heard anything that could hurt.

Anyway, what could she answer, now? She crossed her arms and could look at him. She just looked down and tried to think. But she couldn’t. Hikari let come the silence and waited for Yamato to break it.

Hikari’s silence was enough to frighten him. Her silence and the look on her face was beginning to scare the living daylights out of him. If she didn’t start speaking, it’d be enough to drive him up the wall.

“Hikari…” Yamato reached his arm out to grab her hand gently. “Talk to me… Please… You’re killing me with this silence…”

Hikari sighed. She wanted to stand up and to yell at him. To yell everything she feels, in front of everyone around them. She hasn’t even noticed that he’s about to hold her hand. she took a deep breath.

“What do you exactly want me to say?” she asked. ” Because I have nothing to say. Nothing at all. Really.”

@Hikari, @Yamato

Thu, 21 Feb 2013 21:33:58 +0100

bearer-of-friendship:

crestoflightkarikamiya:

“Hikari, what would you like to have?”

She was a bit surprised when he asked her. “A- A glass of water, please” she mumbled. “Thanks”.

She put her hands on her legs. When the waiter served them, she drank a mouthful of her glass then said nothing. She actually was trying to formulate her question in her mind.

“What do you want to talk about with me?”

“What do you want to talk about with me?”

“Um…” He was about to answer Hikari’s question when the waiter served him his drink. He thanked the waiter and continued. His hands were wrapped around his mug, the warmness of the drink surely wasn’t helping him to be less nervous.

He finally gathered enough courage to speak up. His first sentence was going to be harsh, but that’s because he didn’t know where to start.

“I cheated on you, Hikari.” His heart was racing and his palms were sweaty. “I tried to keep it as a secret, but I couldn’t. I have guilty conscience.”

Hikari knew it. She knew it seriously. They haven’t seen each other for a long, long time. Okay, maybe not too much, but long enough to cheat on her, or to forget her for a while a least. And she had all the possible clues to guess it by her self. Does anyone know a rock star who doesn’t bump with some fans? She didn’t think so. Also, nothing tells her that he cheated on her with a fan. She absolutely couldn’t know.

Even so, she was chocked. She could have perfectly known it since he’s been totally absent, but an enormous pain attacked her hard. But she tried not to show it. Her face’s complexion still was passive, like she never heard anything that could hurt.

Anyway, what could she answer, now? She crossed her arms and could look at him. She just looked down and tried to think. But she couldn’t. Hikari let come the silence and waited for Yamato to break it.

@Hikari @Koushirou

Thu, 21 Feb 2013 21:33:42 +0100

koushirou-izumi:

crestoflightkarikamiya:

To see Koushiro following her to kitchen even though she hasn’t asked him for, made her kinda of glad and secured. She gave a look at him then continued what she was doing.

“Daily stuff, sounds like you are having a pretty busy life, what are you doing lately?”

Hikari didn’t know what to say. She started being active some weeks ago. Before it, she stayed at home, being completely unmotivated. But know, she’s going better for sure.

“I’m hesitating between having a job, or go to a college. I’m looking for it almost everyday”, she said.

He kept looking still wondering what was inside of her mind. He wasn’t sure about it, or the reason behind it but he was feeling worried about her, thinking to himself that maybe it was because he had always that “little sister” image on her. He grinned and sighed “Well college is taking most of my time… also I’m doing a research about the Digital world lately, things that would have helped us on our days at there but it can be helpful later” he said.

He walked and stood next to her, trying to help her with the cups of coffee, taking a glance of her and frowned a little “You shouldn’t worry to much, try to think about that calm.” still wondering how he would make her trust in him, he smiled warmly at her “I can help you if you need something, don’t try to hide your feelings okay?” he said.

“I can help you if you need something, don’t try to hide your feelings okay?”

These words have taken a few seconds to her to totally understand them. Feelings? What were feelings, already? What did she even feel, now? She needed help. Yes, she absolutely did. Hikari looked at Koushirou, nodded but actually said nothing. She finished preparing her beverage and drank a little bit. And then she waited. She waited until a random word brought up.

“I… have been pretty lonely these last days”.

And if only she hadn’t talked. What does this even mean? She could think about what she was going to say, at least. But too late. She drank another mouthful, like she wanted to hide herself… behind a cup.

@Hikari, @Yamato

Sat, 09 Feb 2013 10:43:43 +0100

bearer-of-friendship:

crestoflightkarikamiya:

Yamato was not the only one who felt uncomfortable. So was Hikari. She shrugged slightly and put her hands in her jean’s pockets. When they arrived, she sit in the terrace, without even asking him if it was okay for him.

He wasn’t sure but the awkward atmosphere between them was starting to make him more uncomfortable than before. He normally doesn’t feel this way around her; they’re normally pretty casual around each other at least.

Yamato sat down in front of Hikari and kept his hands on the table. He took a few glances at the menu and ordered when the waiter came.

“Hikari, what would you like to have?” He asked her, killing the silence.

“Hikari, what would you like to have?”

She was a bit surprised when he asked her. “A- A glass of water, please” she mumbled. “Thanks”.

She put her hands on her legs. When the waiter served them, she drank a mouthful of her glass then said nothing. She actually was trying to formulate her question in her mind.

“What do you want to talk about with me?”

re-digitize: Wizardmon and Gatomon

Fri, 08 Feb 2013 11:53:37 +0100

re-digitize:

Wizardmon and Gatomon

@Hikari, @Yamato

Mon, 04 Feb 2013 08:22:52 +0100

bearer-of-friendship:

crestoflightkarikamiya:

Hikari hesitated for a seconde. However, she was perfectly okay with his proposition. But she stayed and crossed her arms, making her interlocutor think she’s actually… thinking about it.

“Let’s get some coffee, yes”, she agreed. “Follow me”. She started walking even before she remember where was it. Nevermind, she didn’t want to eat or drink anyway, loosing a few minutes by walking was okay for her.

“Follow me.” She said.

Yamato nodded before shoving his hands into his pants pockets as he walked. He’d take her by the hand but he chose not to. He felt uncomfortable.

Yamato was not the only one who felt uncomfortable. So was Hikari. She shrugged slightly and put her hands in her jean’s pockets. When they arrived, she sit in the terrace, without even asking him if it was okay for him.

@Hikari, @Yamato

Thu, 31 Jan 2013 12:40:18 +0100

bearer-of-friendship:

crestoflightkarikamiya:

If she could, Hikari would tell him she’s very busy and go back home. She didn’t want to see him for now. But no, instead of letting her the opportunity to escape from this burdensome atmosphere, he wanted her to stay with him to talk. Okay, and now what?

“Okay, but I don’t have much time.” She lied. Hikari had nothing to do all the day. And it only was thebeginning of her day. “Where do you want us to go? Is there any specific place?”

“Is there any specific place?”

“I have my car getting fixed over at the mechanic’s and I have to disappear for about an hour or so, so would you fancy getting some coffee? Unless, you would prefer some place else. I am completely fine with wherever you suggest,” Yamato told her politely.

And that’s when the boy realized the negative atmosphere between him and the young girl. They may be a couple, but they weren’t acting or behaving like one. It frightened Yamato. The only time they behaved intimately with each other was when they spent the night in the hotel room. That was the first and the last time they touched.

Hikari hesitated for a seconde. However, she was perfectly okay with his proposition. But she stayed and crossed her arms, making her interlocutor think she’s actually… thinking about it.

“Let’s get some coffee, yes”, she agreed. “Follow me”. She started walking even before she remember where was it. Nevermind, she didn’t want to eat or drink anyway, loosing a few minutes by walking was okay for her.

@Hikari, @Yamato

Wed, 16 Jan 2013 12:12:09 +0100

bearer-of-friendship:

crestoflightkarikamiya:

What else could she answer but “I’m fine, thanks”? She can’t even say anything else. Telling him about what she’ve been through would be to tell it to the wrong person, in the wrong moment, the wrong place. Inside, her anger was burning, almost exploding. Exploding at his face, yes. Otherwise, no one couldn’t read it on her face. Hikari started to feel her hand trembling and put them behind her back.

“I’ve been very good, thank you for asking! What about you? It’s been a long time, isn’t it?”

His arms by his side, he kept his cool. He nodded to Hikari’s question.

“Y-yeah, it’s been a long time. Where have you been? I tried reaching you but I couldn’t get through…”

And then he paused right there. He remembered Hikari wasn’t the only one he wasn’t able to reach. He did his part by staying away from her by cheating on her. Well done, Yamato. Score.

Yamato bit his inner cheek. He was nervous. He was just so tense. That was it.

Was this the ideal place to talk to her? No. They were in public. If they ended up arguing and biting each other’s heads off, people would watch them.

So he tried an alternative, “Hikari, I apologize if this isn’t the ideal time and place to talk to you but you and I need to have a conversation about… Us.”

He swallowed at the mention of ‘us’. Was there even ‘us’ anymore?

If she could, Hikari would tell him she’s very busy and go back home. She didn’t want to see him for now. But no, instead of letting her the opportunity to escape from this burdensome atmosphere, he wanted her to stay with him to talk. Okay, and now what?

“Okay, but I don’t have much time.” She lied. Hikari had nothing to do all the day. And it only was thebeginning of her day. “Where do you want us to go? Is there any specific place?”

@Hikari @Koushirou

Sun, 13 Jan 2013 16:39:43 +0100

koushirou-izumi:

crestoflightkarikamiya:

koushirou-izumi:

Koushirou chuckled and shook his head slightly “It’s okay, I have been quite away from everyone as well… to say that you is the first person I meet in a long time” said followed by a grin. He could easily see she wasn’t okay at all, after all Hikari was someone who always had a smile and felt radiant somehow but this Hikari seemed a little bit lost. He sighed and smiled a little “Well I’m doing okay, just a bit busy with college but is not big deal…” he shrugged and looked at her concerned “I hope that ‘pretty well’ of yours isn’t making you struggle inside” said trying to show her, he actually noticed her state.

“Everyone is busy with college”, she chuckled, and her smile disappeared instantly. “Yeah, I’m really fine.” She nodded “There is just these daily stuffs, you know, not big deal as well…” she smiled. She stood up and went quickly to the kitchen. “Do you want something to eat or drink?” Hikari asked as she was taking a cup of coffee she prepared few minutes ago.

He nodded and sighed “Well college isn’t something to take easily… maybe in my case I overthink to much about it” he laughed awkwardly. He followed her to the kitchen to see if he could help at something still with a worried look on his eyes, trying to not make her uncomfortable, he grinned and said “Daily stuff, sounds like you are having a pretty busy life, what are you doing lately?” asked, looking at her serving the coffee.

To see Koushiro following her to kitchen even though she hasn’t asked him for, made her kinda of glad and secured. She gave a look at him then continued what she was doing.

“Daily stuff, sounds like you are having a pretty busy life, what are you doing lately?”

Hikari didn’t know what to say. She started being active some weeks ago. Before it, she stayed at home, being completely unmotivated. But know, she’s going better for sure.

“I’m hesitating between having a job, or go to a college. I’m looking for it almost everyday”, she said.

@Hikari, @Yamato

Sun, 13 Jan 2013 16:30:36 +0100

bearer-of-friendship:

crestoflightkarikamiya:

She took a deep breath. She stretched when someone drew her attention by calling her name. She knew this voice, this voice so familiar. Hikari turned her head slowly, and she guessed right. Yamato was calling her out. It was absolutely not the good day to see him. It’s been a very long time he didn’t see her, or even call her to take news. She just smiled, as she does every time she sees someone.

So she just smiled. Okay. The smile itself was displeasing, although it was supposed to feel otherwise. Just looking at her innocence, underneath his tender smile, tonnes of memories came flashing back - everything he did to betray her - just, everything. If he had been complaining about how guilty he felt for betraying Mimi before, this was far worse. Hikari got it twice worse.

However, the smile on his fade did not fade. He wanted to pull her into a hug but he was afraid to touch her. If he had chosen to follow his gut, he’d be on his knees, bawling his eyes out and begging her for an apology but he’d chosen to do things; one step at a time.

“How have you been?” The singer asked. This time, he was hoping for a slightly better response as compared to the previous one.

What else could she answer but “I’m fine, thanks”? She can’t even say anything else. Telling him about what she’ve been through would be to tell it to the wrong person, in the wrong moment, the wrong place. Inside, her anger was burning, almost exploding. Exploding at his face, yes. Otherwise, no one couldn’t read it on her face. Hikari started to feel her hand trembling and put them behind her back.

“I’ve been very good, thank you for asking! What about you? It’s been a long time, isn’t it?”

@Hikari, @Yamato

Sun, 25 Nov 2012 01:19:50 +0100

bearer-of-friendship:

crestoflightkarikamiya:

This warm Sunday was a perfect day for Hikari to change her ideas. Nothing was better than a long, long walk. She was very often at home, for some reason. And she needed to see a shining sun like this sunday’s one.

She ate something before she wore unusual but comfortable clothes. Hikari’s always dressed with a kind of elegance, but this day, she chose anything and just wore it. Then she took her keys and her phone and went outside.

Hikari decided to run a bit, and stopped after ten minutes. She hesitated to go back home, but finally wanted to stay and walk more when she saw all these happy families around. It reminded her her happy childhood. She didn’t noticed the blond who was coming toward her..

Even as he got closer to the girl, he squinted his eyes a little bit more. Was it really her? Was it really Hikari?

The moment Yamato came to a stop just about two feet away from behind her. He smiled. It is her. The girl he had been wanting to meet in god knows how long — Hikari.

“Hikari?” He called out, loud enough for her to hear him.

She took a deep breath. She stretched when someone drew her attention by calling her name. She knew this voice, this voice so familiar. Hikari turned her head slowly, and she guessed right. Yamato was calling her out. It was absolutely not the good day to see him. It’s been a very long time he didn’t see her, or even call her to take news. She just smiled, as she does every time she sees someone.

@Hikari, @Yamato

Sun, 25 Nov 2012 00:28:21 +0100

bearer-of-friendship:

Yamato was at the car mechanic to get his car fixed. Apparently while he was grocery shopping a couple of days back, his car’s engine went haywire and everything went wrong from there.

While he volunteered to fix his car, his surrounding was nice. It was a warm Sunday and there were families everywhere. When Yamato watched the kids, it reminded him of someone. He hadn’t seen her in what felt like ages. He missed her. And he still does. It’s not wrong isn’t it?

Just as he turned around to take a short break from fixing his car, he thought he did saw somebody resembling his girlfriend. Was it really her, or was it just imaginary? Was he, cursed?

Curious, with his ripped jeans and torn shirt, he decided to get a closer look.

This warm Sunday was a perfect day for Hikari to change her ideas. Nothing was better than a long, long walk. She was very often at home, for some reason. And she needed to see a shining sun like this sunday’s one.

She ate something before she wore unusual but comfortable clothes. Hikari’s always dressed with a kind of elegance, but this day, she chose anything and just wore it. Then she took her keys and her phone and went outside.

Hikari decided to run a bit, and stopped after ten minutes. She hesitated to go back home, but finally wanted to stay and walk more when she saw all these happy families around. It reminded her her happy childhood. She didn’t noticed the blond who was coming toward her..

@Hikari @Koushirou

Sat, 24 Nov 2012 23:48:00 +0100

koushirou-izumi:

crestoflightkarikamiya:

koushirou-izumi:

Waiting outside, he put his hands on his pants and shrugging he looked at the corridor, when the door opened ”Hi Hikari!” he said with a huge smile, waving a bit his hand. He entered to the house, looking around, wondering if Taichi was there or so. He sat down on the couch, still looking around. No wonder, the place was the same a difference from his home, his mom loved to add or change stuff every once in a while. “Long time no see” he said as he placed his gaze on her. She had changed a bit, well time can make a lot of changes just in seconds “How is your life going?” he asked with curiosity, hoping that everything was ok.

“Long time no see”

“Yeah, very long time. Sorry for having disapeared all that time!” she smiled. “My life is going…” she hesitated. “pretty well, thanks. Her face wasn’t saying the same thing, though. The signs of tiredness could be seen on it. “How about yours? Is everyone fine?” She asked. Hikari hasn’t seen any of the digidestined. She would talk about all her issues, be she hadn’t the heart to say anything to her own brother. She has always kept everything inside.

Koushirou chuckled and shook his head slightly “It’s okay, I have been quite away from everyone as well… to say that you is the first person I meet in a long time” said followed by a grin. He could easily see she wasn’t okay at all, after all Hikari was someone who always had a smile and felt radiant somehow but this Hikari seemed a little bit lost. He sighed and smiled a little “Well I’m doing okay, just a bit busy with college but is not big deal…” he shrugged and looked at her concerned “I hope that ‘pretty well’ of yours isn’t making you struggle inside” said trying to show her, he actually noticed her state.

“Everyone is busy with college”, she chuckled, and her smile disappeared instantly. “Yeah, I’m really fine.” She nodded “There is just these daily stuffs, you know, not big deal as well…” she smiled. She stood up and went quickly to the kitchen. “Do you want something to eat or drink?” Hikari asked as she was taking a cup of coffee she prepared few minutes ago.

@Hikari @Koushirou

Tue, 13 Nov 2012 21:43:46 +0100

koushirou-izumi:

crestoflightkarikamiya:

Hikari was lying on the couch, thinking about nothing. Her phone vibrated; she took a look at it, there was Koushirou’s text message. She smiled. She sure needed to see someone who hasn’t been related to everything that’s spoiling her mind. She put her phone back on the table and went towards the kitchen, passing next to the door to see if he already came or not. He didn’t yet.

When she was about to take a cookie, the door knocked. She ran at the door and opened it. “Hello, Koushirou!” She grinned. “Enter, please!”. She let him sit down on the couch and sat next to him.

Waiting outside, he put his hands on his pants and shrugging he looked at the corridor, when the door opened ”Hi Hikari!” he said with a huge smile, waving a bit his hand. He entered to the house, looking around, wondering if Taichi was there or so. He sat down on the couch, still looking around. No wonder, the place was the same a difference from his home, his mom loved to add or change stuff every once in a while. “Long time no see” he said as he placed his gaze on her. She had changed a bit, well time can make a lot of changes just in seconds “How is your life going?” he asked with curiosity, hoping that everything was ok.

“Long time no see”

“Yeah, very long time. Sorry for having disapeared all that time!” she smiled. “My life is going…” she hesitated. “pretty well, thanks. Her face wasn’t saying the same thing, though. The signs of tiredness could be seen on it. “How about yours? Is everyone fine?” She asked. Hikari hasn’t seen any of the digidestined. She would talk about all her issues, be she hadn’t the heart to say anything to her own brother. She has always kept everything inside.

@Hikari @Koushirou

Wed, 07 Nov 2012 21:11:48 +0100

koushirou-izumi:

Just as he got her message, he started to think about something else to do, mora than just talk but spent a nice time together, well after all it’s been a long time. She meant a lot for Koushirou, just by being Tai’s little sister was enough reason, but somehow he knew that she needed some fresh air. Koushirou took his phone again and texted her: “I’m going to your place now, see you then” He leave a note on his home for her mom “I’m going out. - Koushirou” and just wearing a hoodie and jeans, he walked towards her home. The good fact about leaving near again. Somehow he was a bit nervous, no wonder why, but when he finally was in fron of that door, he took a deep breath and smiled before he could even knock the door.

Hikari was lying on the couch, thinking about nothing. Her phone vibrated; she took a look at it, there was Koushirou’s text message. She smiled. She sure needed to see someone who hasn’t been related to everything that’s spoiling her mind. She put her phone back on the table and went towards the kitchen, passing next to the door to see if he already came or not. He didn’t yet.

When she was about to take a cookie, the door knocked. She ran at the door and opened it. “Hello, Koushirou!” She grinned. “Enter, please!”. She let him sit down on the couch and sat next to him.

[text message] Hikari! What kind of music do mummies listen to?

Wed, 07 Nov 2012 20:39:53 +0100

[text message] Egyptian music, all the kind of Egyptian, I guess.

[Text message] Awesome... so I'll visit you soon.

Wed, 31 Oct 2012 18:52:07 +0100

[Text message] Whenever you want!

[Text message] I haven't heard from you for so long. We need to talk. I hope you have time to spare. - Yamato

Wed, 31 Oct 2012 18:52:06 +0100

[Text message] Tell me when you want us to talk and I’ll tell you if I can or not.